Rashes。过敏
Been spotting rashes all over my body lately. All over my thighs, arms, elbows and stomach (*gasp*). My skin's been irritated, so I've been scratching.
Looks horrible I guess (if I wear short skirt that is). I think had I met people who do not know me well on the streets, they might think that it's some kind of a sexual disease symptom, haha.
Oh, but it will pass. I know because I've been through other similar phases in my life e.g. 10 years ago when I had acnes popping all over my forehead as rampant as active erupting volcanoes. And nope, it wasn't due to my teen's period of active hormonal glands, because I've been lucky to have somewhat clear skin with occasional one or two acnes emerging on my face during my teens. It was because of something else for which I'm not going into details here. Sometimes, it's due to environment, sometimes it's due to stress, sometimes it's due to fatigue or sometimes all three. Overall, I guess, for all that I've been subjected through, I was rather lucky that it didn't show much on my body physically. Not even when I had chicken pox.
Sometimes, I miss my mother. (LOL! I know this is like so random, a jolt from the flow of my post here!) Actually, let the truth be known, she wasn't exactly very 温柔... well you know, when she was still healthy. In fact, she's rather 凶巴巴的。And even that 凶巴巴 and emotionally aloof 的 mummy is gone, for so many years, I'm quite alone.
Like I've mentioned in some of my secret posts and other random sites which my friends do not know of, I desire to cry in the arms of someone to let out all my frustrations and hurt. However, as much as I had indicated this wish from time to time, I am not someone who can just throw myself into the arms of anyone to do that.
所以，很辛苦。Maybe, that's why it's starting to show up physically on my body, in the form of rashes. LOL! (well, there's actually a more logical & lame explanation for my rashes but well...)
Listening to:
杨丞琳 ~过敏
你消失的一百天
我没了笑脸 怕别人看见
我敏感的神经线
一点一点 没知觉
泛红双眼 不成眠
它跟着我一整夜
麻痹的脸 特效药也 无解
才发现 我正搁浅在爱情过敏的季节
oh过敏源 是对你的思念
我想我才了解
我正停格在爱情过敏的季节
季节没改变 是想念 没断线
我想我才发现
感情尘蹒已布满了我的世界
oh过敏源 是为你流的泪
我想我才了解
就算用尽了力气 也未必如愿
季节没改变 是眼泪 弄湿脸
季节一直变
但我的心 没有变
你消失的一百天
我没了笑脸 没知觉
Looks horrible I guess (if I wear short skirt that is). I think had I met people who do not know me well on the streets, they might think that it's some kind of a sexual disease symptom, haha.
Oh, but it will pass. I know because I've been through other similar phases in my life e.g. 10 years ago when I had acnes popping all over my forehead as rampant as active erupting volcanoes. And nope, it wasn't due to my teen's period of active hormonal glands, because I've been lucky to have somewhat clear skin with occasional one or two acnes emerging on my face during my teens. It was because of something else for which I'm not going into details here. Sometimes, it's due to environment, sometimes it's due to stress, sometimes it's due to fatigue or sometimes all three. Overall, I guess, for all that I've been subjected through, I was rather lucky that it didn't show much on my body physically. Not even when I had chicken pox.
Sometimes, I miss my mother. (LOL! I know this is like so random, a jolt from the flow of my post here!) Actually, let the truth be known, she wasn't exactly very 温柔... well you know, when she was still healthy. In fact, she's rather 凶巴巴的。And even that 凶巴巴 and emotionally aloof 的 mummy is gone, for so many years, I'm quite alone.
Like I've mentioned in some of my secret posts and other random sites which my friends do not know of, I desire to cry in the arms of someone to let out all my frustrations and hurt. However, as much as I had indicated this wish from time to time, I am not someone who can just throw myself into the arms of anyone to do that.
所以，很辛苦。Maybe, that's why it's starting to show up physically on my body, in the form of rashes. LOL! (well, there's actually a more logical & lame explanation for my rashes but well...)
Listening to:
杨丞琳 ~过敏
你消失的一百天
我没了笑脸 怕别人看见
我敏感的神经线
一点一点 没知觉
泛红双眼 不成眠
它跟着我一整夜
麻痹的脸 特效药也 无解
才发现 我正搁浅在爱情过敏的季节
oh过敏源 是对你的思念
我想我才了解
我正停格在爱情过敏的季节
季节没改变 是想念 没断线
我想我才发现
感情尘蹒已布满了我的世界
oh过敏源 是为你流的泪
我想我才了解
就算用尽了力气 也未必如愿
季节没改变 是眼泪 弄湿脸
季节一直变
但我的心 没有变
你消失的一百天
我没了笑脸 没知觉
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Sunday, September 14, 2008
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