Tell meh, why is it you?

i went to sleep after an emotionally tiring day...

and dreamt of someone.. the same someone i seem to have been dreaming of late.

While today's dream of the person isn't exactly the sweetest sort (compared to past dreams i had of the same person), it wasn't bad either. It was erm..? reassuring? or rather it seems to bring me back to 平常心. I dreamt of.. presence.. my friend's presence.. and it stabilizes me.

Maybe it's like what my gf said, 定心丸。My friend is my 定心丸?
I cannot fathom why.. or maybe i just think and overanalyze too much.. maybe not everything in this world needs an explanation..

可是……

我的梦里，为什么最近一直常常出现你？？？ Tell meh, why is it you?