The attack of the dolls!
I slept considerably early yesterday. At about eleven o'clock.
The last time i've heard fr a fren's fren who's into 面相、风水 and studying the health aspects of the five elements (金木水火土), he told me that i belong to the 木family with a bit of 火 (due to my high cheekbones). Coincidentally, my manager's mentioned that i belong to the 木 family too when a speaker was talking abt these 5 elements and how they rule the working force at our agency kick-off last month.
Well this fren of fren was saying i needed to sleep before 1am and that between 1am - 3am wld be the vital rest that i needed, if not, it wld add burden to my liver & kidneys. If I missed my vital sleeping hours, no matter how much i sleep for two consecutive days, i wld still feel tired no matter wat. My thin eyebrows were showing signs to him that my kidneys were weak. And due to my element, i've got to take extra care of my liver. He asked me whether my menstruation was irregular and whether i needed to run to the loo esp between 3pm - 5pm. (not really though) Between 3am - 5am would be the best time to excercise your lungs said he.
Anyway, regardless wat, i've got to take care of my health though. No one else wld and like wat i've always said, i dun hv anyone around me fussing over me asking me to drink soups and all. It's my lot and i hv to accept it. Well, i aint complaining. Just sometimes, i'll whine a bit. Dun i even hv at least this right to do so? I discovered that thru my experiences with certain frens, when you tell them of your probs, perhaps they've not been thru wat you've been thru, they can only feel helpless at hearing your predicament, start to squirm uneasily as if they feel compel to do something for you yet beyond their wanting and ability to, or another way is to pretend to look and sound mature by denying all that you've felt and saying things like it'll get better by just paying lip service (you can see & feel that), else they'll just stare at you blankly.
Of cos, not to 一根竹打翻全船人, I'm esp glad to hv met more people of late who are more understanding, who can calmly accept my need to talk. There's a particular friend whom i called asking "are you afraid of girls who cry?" & miraculously sat composedly throughout while i sob my "sad story" to him. Hoho! Tks buddy! And others too! ^_^
I'm being carried away as usual. I had initially wanted to blog abt the bad dream i had.
Talking abt that, that fren of fren whom i mentioned above told me that once, he challenged a fren who does not believe in any of wat he's said at all to drink a can of coke just before going to bed. He told his fren that he would hv nightmare if he dare to down that can of coke. And sure enuff, his fren tossed & turned in bed and cldnt get to sleep till 4am in the morning. If you wanna hv a bad night' sleep, try drinking a can of coke before turning in for bed. Dun come after me though. You've been warned.
Well, i didnt hv coke yesterday nor any soft drinks. But i dreamt of this:
I was in a 3-room flat with my bro when all of a sudden, dolls started appearing and multiplying out of nowhere threatening to suffocate us with their presence in the two bedrooms. It was increasing at an eeriely alarming speed. Wat kind of dolls were they? Cant rmb exactly as we didnt dare to pick up those dolls. Think they were some kinda cloth rag dolls dressed in assorted clothings & had dif colors for their wool hair, perhaps abt slightly taller than the height of your 17 inche monitor or so. And then we tried to get out of the house quick. Damn, the dolls piled up the soonest in THAT particular room. Maybe my kor & mei wld be able to sense sumthing in that room in real life?
As the dolls kept appearing and blocking all forms of exits, my bro & i contemplate climbing out of the windows to escape. I still rmb thinking to myself that as the building seem slippery wet from rain (& high), that perhaps i shd use one or two of the shirts hanging at the kitchen grille windows to dry as a wrap over for my hands as i climb out of the flat. My bro & I tried ways to confine the dolls to the rooms by pushing the sofa against one of the doors (did we tried closing the door? cant rmb now) as the dolls pile up. Somehow, i think my bro & i just barely managed to escape by the front door.
After getting out of the house, i then realized i had not double check whether any more of my loved ones are trapped in the house. i panicked a while only to realize at that particular time of the day, my loved one is safely away fr home. Damn stupid stml (short term memory loss)!
Strangely i see myself attempting to climb down the walls of the building at this point again. My uncle was there as well (din see my bro though) The building was white when i looked out of the window but strangely, as i am on the wall now, it looked more colorful with block squares of red bricks and all. My uncle handed me a red bamboo pole and it was almost long enuff to reach to a fence for support fr the building wall. It wasnt nearly as tall a height i needed to scale down as i've looked out of the window then. Looked only about 2 storeys high? I rmb holding onto a certain ledge, tried grabbing it hard and it broke off. I wasnt in any danger & din feel i was in any danger of falling. When it broke off, the thing that fell looked like a paper house the size of my palm.
Wat is this dream trying to tell me? Anyway, i've had weird dreams fr time to time. As i grew, i wldnt exactly term them as nightmares as i dun really break out in cold sweat and shiver under the blanket because of these dreams, but they certainly werent very good or encouraging dreams. They puzzled me, confused me for sure. And then come my futile attempts to unravel my inner state of confused mind by wallowing in these nonsensical dreams.
I rmb there was this particular online fren i had made somewhere fr other country. He had showed me pics of his dad and bro - pics taken for imprisonment. He told me of his dreams, how they haunted him. He asked me of ways of trying to get even with someone, of which i did not approve. He had tot once he was able to quell the imbalance treatment he had recieve fr a particular person by giving the person a taste of her own medicine, he wld be able to get over her and stop his nightmares. He is definitely in much agony & pain. I wld like to help him, but not in the way he had proposed. I wld gladly lent him my listening ear but he rejected me. Guess that was not wat he needed then & he's continents away. There's only so much i can do. Anyway, i've never rejected him when he wants to talk to me. You type me a line, i'll respond.
These are the pics taken when i took a walk along my neighbourhood early feb. The latter 2 pics are taken on a separate occasion.
wat lovely cottage-looking houses =)
Cant be seen that clearly here,cant even rmb wat i saw that clearly now but is that a bath area on the top left of this house here? :D
Lovely little touches
I love that lamp post up there.It's like having your own little street
Flowery grilles
Dasa shifu told me to close my eyes and face the sun for a min as part of my everyday routine. I think i've found just the very patch of area to do this. Am beginning to recollect my dreams & even weave new ones...
The last time i've heard fr a fren's fren who's into 面相、风水 and studying the health aspects of the five elements (金木水火土), he told me that i belong to the 木family with a bit of 火 (due to my high cheekbones). Coincidentally, my manager's mentioned that i belong to the 木 family too when a speaker was talking abt these 5 elements and how they rule the working force at our agency kick-off last month.
Well this fren of fren was saying i needed to sleep before 1am and that between 1am - 3am wld be the vital rest that i needed, if not, it wld add burden to my liver & kidneys. If I missed my vital sleeping hours, no matter how much i sleep for two consecutive days, i wld still feel tired no matter wat. My thin eyebrows were showing signs to him that my kidneys were weak. And due to my element, i've got to take extra care of my liver. He asked me whether my menstruation was irregular and whether i needed to run to the loo esp between 3pm - 5pm. (not really though) Between 3am - 5am would be the best time to excercise your lungs said he.
Anyway, regardless wat, i've got to take care of my health though. No one else wld and like wat i've always said, i dun hv anyone around me fussing over me asking me to drink soups and all. It's my lot and i hv to accept it. Well, i aint complaining. Just sometimes, i'll whine a bit. Dun i even hv at least this right to do so? I discovered that thru my experiences with certain frens, when you tell them of your probs, perhaps they've not been thru wat you've been thru, they can only feel helpless at hearing your predicament, start to squirm uneasily as if they feel compel to do something for you yet beyond their wanting and ability to, or another way is to pretend to look and sound mature by denying all that you've felt and saying things like it'll get better by just paying lip service (you can see & feel that), else they'll just stare at you blankly.
Of cos, not to 一根竹打翻全船人, I'm esp glad to hv met more people of late who are more understanding, who can calmly accept my need to talk. There's a particular friend whom i called asking "are you afraid of girls who cry?" & miraculously sat composedly throughout while i sob my "sad story" to him. Hoho! Tks buddy! And others too! ^_^
I'm being carried away as usual. I had initially wanted to blog abt the bad dream i had.
Talking abt that, that fren of fren whom i mentioned above told me that once, he challenged a fren who does not believe in any of wat he's said at all to drink a can of coke just before going to bed. He told his fren that he would hv nightmare if he dare to down that can of coke. And sure enuff, his fren tossed & turned in bed and cldnt get to sleep till 4am in the morning. If you wanna hv a bad night' sleep, try drinking a can of coke before turning in for bed. Dun come after me though. You've been warned.
Well, i didnt hv coke yesterday nor any soft drinks. But i dreamt of this:
I was in a 3-room flat with my bro when all of a sudden, dolls started appearing and multiplying out of nowhere threatening to suffocate us with their presence in the two bedrooms. It was increasing at an eeriely alarming speed. Wat kind of dolls were they? Cant rmb exactly as we didnt dare to pick up those dolls. Think they were some kinda cloth rag dolls dressed in assorted clothings & had dif colors for their wool hair, perhaps abt slightly taller than the height of your 17 inche monitor or so. And then we tried to get out of the house quick. Damn, the dolls piled up the soonest in THAT particular room. Maybe my kor & mei wld be able to sense sumthing in that room in real life?
As the dolls kept appearing and blocking all forms of exits, my bro & i contemplate climbing out of the windows to escape. I still rmb thinking to myself that as the building seem slippery wet from rain (& high), that perhaps i shd use one or two of the shirts hanging at the kitchen grille windows to dry as a wrap over for my hands as i climb out of the flat. My bro & I tried ways to confine the dolls to the rooms by pushing the sofa against one of the doors (did we tried closing the door? cant rmb now) as the dolls pile up. Somehow, i think my bro & i just barely managed to escape by the front door.
After getting out of the house, i then realized i had not double check whether any more of my loved ones are trapped in the house. i panicked a while only to realize at that particular time of the day, my loved one is safely away fr home. Damn stupid stml (short term memory loss)!
Strangely i see myself attempting to climb down the walls of the building at this point again. My uncle was there as well (din see my bro though) The building was white when i looked out of the window but strangely, as i am on the wall now, it looked more colorful with block squares of red bricks and all. My uncle handed me a red bamboo pole and it was almost long enuff to reach to a fence for support fr the building wall. It wasnt nearly as tall a height i needed to scale down as i've looked out of the window then. Looked only about 2 storeys high? I rmb holding onto a certain ledge, tried grabbing it hard and it broke off. I wasnt in any danger & din feel i was in any danger of falling. When it broke off, the thing that fell looked like a paper house the size of my palm.
Wat is this dream trying to tell me? Anyway, i've had weird dreams fr time to time. As i grew, i wldnt exactly term them as nightmares as i dun really break out in cold sweat and shiver under the blanket because of these dreams, but they certainly werent very good or encouraging dreams. They puzzled me, confused me for sure. And then come my futile attempts to unravel my inner state of confused mind by wallowing in these nonsensical dreams.
I rmb there was this particular online fren i had made somewhere fr other country. He had showed me pics of his dad and bro - pics taken for imprisonment. He told me of his dreams, how they haunted him. He asked me of ways of trying to get even with someone, of which i did not approve. He had tot once he was able to quell the imbalance treatment he had recieve fr a particular person by giving the person a taste of her own medicine, he wld be able to get over her and stop his nightmares. He is definitely in much agony & pain. I wld like to help him, but not in the way he had proposed. I wld gladly lent him my listening ear but he rejected me. Guess that was not wat he needed then & he's continents away. There's only so much i can do. Anyway, i've never rejected him when he wants to talk to me. You type me a line, i'll respond.
These are the pics taken when i took a walk along my neighbourhood early feb. The latter 2 pics are taken on a separate occasion.
wat lovely cottage-looking houses =)
Cant be seen that clearly here,
Lovely little touches
I love that lamp post up there.
Flowery grilles
Dasa shifu told me to close my eyes and face the sun for a min as part of my everyday routine. I think i've found just the very patch of area to do this. Am beginning to recollect my dreams & even weave new ones...
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