Stabirabi rapstastabira

CN Blue ~ Still In Love
English Translation Lyrics


Whispered: You’re my love

I can't fall asleep in this long night
I draw you out again
Today, I hold back tears yet again
I let out a sigh - you're my love

Stabirabi rapststabira
Love you love you love you my love
Stabirabi rapststabira I want your love

* My painful love, I'm hurting as if I cut my skin
I try to hold it in but soundlessly, it hurts
My aching love, it's bitter as if I swallowed poison
I try to smile but I'm faintly aching *

Today, I see the morning yet again
I draw you out again
Lingering attachments push over to me again
I still love you - you're my love
You’re my love

Stabirabi rapststabira
Love you love you love you my love
Stabirabi rapststabira
I want your love

** repeat

My bad love, I call you but there's no answer (no answer)
I beg to hold on to you but you coldly turn away (turn away)
My bad love, you are leaving like vapor (you are leaving)
I extend my hand to hold you but at some point, you already left me


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Not that I'm experiencing this literally, but I really ached like that the whole day... This CNBlue song, the feel of it especially, resonates with me today...

Falling Rain

Falling rain. Pouring love.

It's raining. I'm safe at home and in bed. In the deep of the night, I am listening to the pitter patter sound of the falling rain.

Such tranquility.

It would be better if I have someone I love hugging me tight from behind.

I wish.

Reflection over the past days - Presence

Some people make you feel comfortable. Some people don't. It's all about presence - how you feel in their presence. The moment.

Sometimes people go through bad patch or mood swing and affect the feel.

Some people constantly wake up on the wrong side of the bed.

Some people make you feel odd no matter the front they put on. No matter how beautiful the scenery is, how expensive or dear the present or treat given, you feel weird with the person. No concrete words to logically describe, you just feel it, and you know it.

Some people you feel so comfortable & happy with them that even when out of touch you still reminisce about those moments.

I now know. Feel.