没人要我，你相信吗？

Sometimes, it's like the same old plot that's been happening unto me, so old so cliche that I'm so sick of it.

Right after I posted that status update on my Facebook, I wondered, how many people who's been on my Facebook for a while are sick of such similar whine? Or perhaps... they don't even realise; it simply didn't appear on their newsfeed.

Saying that nobody wants me may sound a bit far-fetch, but no one's actively after me either.

Nor do I want people whom I'm not interested in to pursue me hard either. (And when they give up after 1 or 2 feeble tries, that's just typical as well.)

Or maybe I sent off this unapproachable vibe to guys whom I feel I may get along. I'm just too shy, and unsure.. to reciprocate immediately...

Yea... So even if the guy is interested, after mustering up so much courage, I was too dumb to see the signal or too shy to meet his eyes, yet nonchalant enough to feign a composure that all is well & fine... Well of course all is good! If I'm enjoying your company, I must have smiled and beamed sheepishly a lot. I may even have flushes in my cheeks :O

Or perhaps in short, I'm really just scared of the wrong one.

I really felt silly like that sometimes.